I'm so old

Had Graduation Night on Friday. Food wasn't as great as last years' (no I didn't menyibuk at last years' grad, I was helping out with the PA System). But then the whole event was just awesooooooome ! Everyone looked so purrrty :)

I remembered stepping foot for the first time in Sri Aman back in 05', I walked there with Alia from her house to the school. We were sorta late and by the time I wanted to check what class I was in, I heard Millie shouting my name saying we were in the same class. 1 Amanah. Amira was in the same class too. Sat next to Millie in the hall, and I remembered both of us critisizing everyone around :P HAHA. That was the time when I met, Amal. LOL, she's so freaky! Like really! Pandang belakang tiba-tiba senyum mcm kambing, wave mcm org gila. HAHA, a way of her being friendly I suppose. Lyen was in the class too. Zaman dulu Lyen baik gila nak mati, sekarang mcm sial je =.= Haaa, Form 1 was a lot of fun. Hated some ppl in the class for the next few months. HAHA, Amal knows ;) But it was all good afterwards.

Form 2 was just, a whole new experience for me. Let's just say, I finally know who my real friends are. For sure. Bonded more with Eishah since she was always with Sofeya and we were in the same Agama class. So much fun talking about Eragon. HAHA OMG ERAGON! Sofeya had a huge thang for him. EWWW. And I had a huge crush on Cristiano Ronaldo. No joke, like psycho crazy for him. Oh, and World Cup too! Remembered talking aout World Cup like everyday during the season in school with the peeps. GO PORTUGAAAL! Ingat lagi time berebut-rebut Kaka. HAHA, damn he's fine.

Form 3 was like wow. First time being in morning session. New classmates. Surrounded with smart asses -_- Sat next to Qeela. Ahhh, Form 3 gang. Qeela, Myra, Eishah, Amira and Su Wei. Gosh, I miss them. Poyo gila buat group name. the Plastics -.- Sumpah poyo gila! But it was so much fun being kiddy-like. 3 Erat was so noisy and everyone put the blame on us. Lagi-lagi I ngan Qeela. LOL. I personally loved Form 3. Despite PMR year, I really do love it. Interact was the best time ever, eventhough I had to deal with Mum and Dad's complaints. Gosh, went through hell. Joined the English drama team. That was just great! Practises with Ieka, Zhen, Bree, Tarsha, Sara, Aidil, Julia, Alya, Syaf, Fai, Mal and Sofeya. Even Pn Hamimah :) Hee, that's when the name Moonie popped out. "I don't like Mun, it gives a bad vibe. Moonie sounds, cute." LOL. Trials sucked, big time. Sitting for PMR was just scary. Getting the results were scarier. Alhamdulillah, I did just fine.

In 2008, everyone seperated. Pure-Science, Sub-Science and Arts. Most took pure. I decided not to. Being in Form 4 in diff class with my other friends was weird. Usually I'd be in the same class with one of my peeps, but last year, nope. I mean Fai came in later. Felt like Form 1 all over again. Making new friends, eventhough we've been in the school for 4 years. And yes, I'm truly blessed to be in Science Erat/Fasih :) Jyeah, Form 4 wasn't honeymoon year at all. All the new subjects. The old ones weren't easier anyway. But then, was too lazy to do anything in school.

2009 has gone by so fast. Now, it's coming to an end. SPM's like less than 4 weeks already. I'm pshing myself to the limit to work my hardest. Though, I do have my regrets for the past year. SPM's the bitch of my life right now. Make it every Form 5's bitch currently. We're so close to the end. And then we'll be free! Ahhh, the dream can finally come true ;) Form 5 made me realise that, yeah, I'm not a kid anymore. Eventhough physically I do look like on. Shut up. But then yeah, a lot has changed since Form 1. It's just so darn obvious. Hell, we've matured. As much as I wanna get outta high school like, ASAP, I don't exactly want to. I mean, our reason to go to school is just to see our friends. Kan? Next year, everybody's doing their own thing. It's just sad how everyone's growing up. Too fast. I can't even imagine myself like driving, being in college/university, working, being in a relationship, married 0.0 SHIT! Can you?!


I'm so gonna miss every single day in my life when I was in Sri Aman, no doubt. And I am proud to say that I am a Sri Amanian :]

Me : Justin Bieber is so gay la!
Madiha : Mana adaa!
Me : He's so budak kecik!
Madiha : Hello, then what am I?!
Me : You're a midget :P
Madiha : -____- YOU'RE OLD!

BYEEE-Y!

5 Melati 03'

:)

Missing the other 35 ppl, and Cikgu Shahar.
LOL =.=
*Omar muka stim. Okay, make that constipating :P

Me : Omar, don't start with your gay jokes -_-

Just for laughs,

There will always be an ugly picture of me during any open houses.
I think Xim tok this.
Hmph -________-"

Raya is sooo much fun this year. As in the open houses :)

031009
Kartika's

Shaamil's

101009
Amira's

Syairah's

Thank you so so much for the invites!
And sorry for not going to your open house, Ainil and Azureen! (111009)

A diva is a female version of a hustler

I love open houses. I love the food during open houses since those are the time when I'm not health-conscious about my diet. Though, I don't like the fact that at most open houses, my pictures aren't taken nicely. Like the above. Bengong punya Shaamil -________- You seem to get ugly pictures of me, a lot.

Anywho, more open houses this weekend ;D Can't wait. That means, I'd have to stick my finger in my throat more now XP Awesome.
*I somehow hope that you'll come :]

Syairah, you are the reason why I'm fat -.-
Thank you very much Ms I-dated-some-stinky-psychotic-EWWW-gay-foreign-dude :P
HAHAHAHA!

I wish I was more flexible

They're definitely no Johnny's Entertainment ;)

Lemon pie and takoyaki

Me : Ahhh, I nak pergi The All-American Rejects concert!
Lyen : I pun! Beyonce punya pun I nak gi!
Me : Agak ah. I mean I taklah minat dia tapi cm lagi dekat the tarikh lagi I nak pergi.
Lyen : Sangita pergi tau. Damn. I nak sangat go Lady Gaga's concert tau. Bila la dia nak dtg Malaysia?
Me : Bestnyaaa! Agak ah. She won't come here la. She won't cover herself man.
Lyen : Agak ah. Tengoklah baju dia macam mana -_-
Sangita : 50 Cent wouldn't come to Malaysia too. Bcz of his lyrics la.
Me : Oh ahha, I ingat you're gonna say that bcz of his outfits too. I cam sejak bila 50 Cent pakai sexy? 0.0
Lyen : HAHAHA, AGAK AH! I PUN SAMA! Aku rasa kalau aku gi concert 50 Cent aku dengar tooot tooot tooot je. The hole 3 hours kat concert dia dengar tooot tooot tooot je!


Sofeya : I don't really care about my studies now.
Me : LOL. Ye ke?
Syairah : Masa depan you nanti macam mana?
Sofeya : Entah. I don't mind graduating from college at the age of 42.
Me : You don't care? Hah ye la tu. By that time tu you nak cari kerja takde sapa2 nak amik you. Tua sangat!
Syairah : HAHAHA! And and nanti lambat kahwin!
Sofeya : HAHAHA MATI KAU! It's okay, I don't really wanna get married. I'm not worried about it.
Syairah : HAH? Nanti you jadi cm that 40-year-old virgin!
Me : Agak ah.
Sofeya : It's okay. I can live with you and Mun.
Me : WTH. Aku tak cakap apa2 pun -.-
Sofeya : Yeah. 1 week I stay ngan you, the next week I stay ngan Syairah. And it goes on and on like that ;D
Syairah & Me : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Sofeya : Takpe Mun. I tolong jagakan you banyak gila nak mati kids. You'll be too busy with you husband producing kids. I take care of them. Hantar them to SSP ;D
Me : -_____________________________- Babi kau. Mana ada! Sapa cakap aku bagi kau duduk ngan aku?! And it's not you that'll be taking care of them, it's them that'll be taking care of you -.- You don't even know the way to SSP T.T
Syairah : HAHAHA, AGAK LA. MUN KAN NAK BANYAK ANAK ;D TGK TGK NANTI DIA RAPE OR MOLEST YOU ANAK-ANAK MUN! Since dia cam bangang kan?
Me : OMG NOOOOO 0.0 KESIANNYA MY UNBORN KIDS!
Sofeya : Heh heh heh heh XP


Me : You if ada boyfriend janganlah bawa I ngan Sofeya all the time. Kesian dia.
Syairah : Takleh, korang kena ikut juga!
Me : Kesian laki tu! Nanti dia tanak ngan you camne? All guys nanti tanak ngan you apa you nak buat?
Syairah : Takpe lah. I tanak kahwin.
Me : You tanak kahwin? Gila ke?! Takkan you nak tinggal sorang2?!
Syairah : SOFEYA KAN ADA!


Me & Syairah : *insults Sofeya*
Sofeya -.- BABI GULING! Eventhough I don't know what guling means but wtvr.


Me : 'Cher, macam mana nak buat ni? Am I correct?
Mr Faisal : Apa you buat ni?
Me : Salah ke? Alaaa kena buat again.
Syairah : Tu la Mun, rajin sangat, tgk I ngan Sofeya. Pemalas.
Sofeya : That's what happen to babi guling ppl :) And ayam penyet.
Syairah : HAHAHA, Mun pendek juga! Macam penyet juga! It kinda rhymes!
Me : -______________________________________________-
Sofeya : Yeah tu la Mun, ayam penyet yang pendek dan guling lagi. That's why you can't answer this question :D
Me : MATI KAU!


Waiting for smoothies at the smoothie shack.
*phone rings*
Amal : Hello? Aahhh Abah ye ye. Kejap kejap.
5 minutes later.
*phone rings*
Amal : Ye ye Abah. Dah otw dah ni.
*Blender sounds*
Amal : SHIT!
Me : AHAHAHA, otw la sgt kan. Kau otw gi mana yg boleh ada bunyi blender? :P

I feel so amused.

Ayam guling

This will be a long one :)

• SPM's like basically in a month time. Crap crap crap 0.0
• Trials are oveeeeeeeeeeeer. Heh, it was sucky.
• Stupid JPS papers that we sat for this week isn't counted at all T.T Babi.
• Raya this year was boring -.- I spent my Raya hols wasting $$$ -_- I feel cheaper ;( Okay, that didn't come out right.
• Ate at Italiannies 2 days in a row. Can't eat there anymore -.- They have weird Philipino waiters. One je la. Sofeya, go there!
• I like Arabic food :)) So awesome.
  
• I'm loving The Hills :D BRODYYYY!
  
• Rambut Haruma Miura semakin panjang 0.0 EWWW!
• Akanishi Jin's nude pics are in the September issue of An-An. OMG. Sofeya, Fai, Amal go look at it! XP HAHA!
• Breakdancing is so cool. Planet B-boy's such an awesome documentary! Go Japan :)
  
• Had a week of emotional breakdown. Don't ask.
• Sofeya and Syairah went emo with Mr Faisal. HAHA. Masalah gila.
• Never EVER listen to Amal with it comes to shopping. The word investment is never good coming out from her -_____________-"
• I can't wait for SPM to end. WEEEE ;]
• I have been isolating myself from Asian entertainment for awhile. LOL, tapi sekarang online, dah tak la kan :P
• Am addicted to JoBros Paranoid and SHINee's Juliette.
  
• Somehow, God knows why, I've become a Jonas Brothers fan T.T WTH.
• That means, I'M TOTALLY HEAD OVER HEELS FOR NICK JONAS! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
• Aid scared the shit out of me with his SMS, bengong la.
• The closer the Beyonce concert date, the more I wanna go for it.
  
• I WANNA GO TO THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS CONCERT! ;( WHY DO A LOT OF FAMOUS PPL THIS YEAR???!!! -_________- UGHHH.
• Am begging Mum to buy me a car :D Or at least trade in with the Wira ;]
• My football fever has come back. LOL, World Cup babyyy :) GOOOO SPAAAAAAAIN!
• David Villa dah kahwin ;( Dah ada 2-3 anak dah ;(
  
• I so did not know that Cristiano Ronaldo is the new Portugal captain, and Cesc Fabregas is the captain for Arsenal -_- Sumpah ketinggalan gila. Shut up Eish -.-
• I'm trying my hardest to actually love or at least try to like Physics /
• I'm RM _____ cheaper ;((
• I'm so fat -_- Ugh.
  
• I want Nick Jonas for my next birthday ;D Cough cough cough dear friends XP
  
• I feel like I'm being bullied by Sofeya and Syairah a little too much. Knea bash kot -____- MATI KAU.
• Will try to dance to MJ's Thriller, Beat It and Smooth Criminal after SPM. With Salwa (cz I forced her to :P). I mean, did n't you watch the VMA's? Awesome shit dooooh!
• Chace Crawford sexyyyy man. He's my new sexy beast. Grrr.
  
• Go team Taylor. Swifter, not Lautner. Kanye sucks -.-
• DBSK will probably be disbanned anyway -_- Bodoh la.
• And freaking Jaebum is out of 2PM! WTH?! COME BACK, COME BACK COME BACK.
• My family is so disfunctional -.- Hate it.
  
• HAPPY BELATED SANGAT SANGAT SANGATLAH SEXY ASHWIN, ALI & SHAAMIL. Love you guys too much ;]
• I looooooooooooooove lemon pie :))
  
• Nadia bapak gila lame. It kills.
• Nadia's also a stalker, HAHA. It takes one to know one ;) HI NADIA!
  
• My list of nicknames are increasing, rapidly -_- Sial betul.
• Ppl don't call me by my name anymore, it's Ayam now -.- Bangang ah, just bcz I was allergic to chicken last year doesn't mean I'm suppose to be called one -.- Die die die.
• Sofeya and Syairah pronounces penyet as penyek with a K. LOL. Such lesbos XP
• I miss Terry Tee's. Not him I mean, the ttn. And the ppl. LOL, sorg je :P Shut up Sofeya and Salwa :D
• Need.money.need.to.shop.NOW.
  
• Mr Nathan thinks he knows stuff about me. Yeah right -.- So ain't falling for that one, teacher -_-
• Lovelovelove Gossip Girl :D
  
• Stay strong Sangita! We're all here for you!
  
• Lyen's an ass. She threw chunks of eraser at me during exam. Babi kau! HAHA, hit one at her boobs :D HAHA.
• I miss my old friends ;( Especially from SSP. God I sound s old -.- Zain, Has tell me when and where nak jumpa. After SPM la, I know la you guys are such katak di bawah tempurung -_- Haish.
• Missing Alia, Afiq, Kina, Natt a lot :(
• Sofeya didn't know what guling meant. Such a banana. Babi guling :P
• Oh, Sofeya perasan dia mat saleh tinggal di Malaysia -_- Loser! Sah sah Melayu kot!
• Playing bunga api is fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun ;]
• Zafar and Shaamil are both equally super duper rich. Enough said -.- *I'm nothing, you're something* -_- Bomb kang.
  
• It took me 2 years to watch a Japanese MV. LOL -.-
• Acap bengong T.T
• Can't wait for Graduation Night :]
• Off to bed now. Chemistry ttn in the morning continued with Physics -.- This is why I can't wait for SPM to end :]

Don't bother

I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't understand anything.
I feel like everything I do is just wrong.
I'm just so freaking lost.
I don't wanna be like this.
I've got to stop all these fucking shits.
I feel so alone.
I want to be away from everything and everyone.
I don't like what's happening.
I hate this.
It's stupid and pathetic of how I've turned into.
This shouldn't be any hard at all especially for me.
But fuck it, easier said than done.
Dear God, please let me go through this.
I need to find me.
Screw this, I am alone.

Skema

Seriously, don't go to Sushi King at Section 14. I mean, if you don't mind bad service and problematic manager then go ahead. Ughhh, stupid manager lady -____- Just because I'm waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy younger than you, doesn't mean you can treat me like that. I'm the customer here. Bitch. No wonder your restaurant isn't always full with ppl -.- Just because you hate your job doesn't mean you have to make others feel crappy. Bitch -.- It's not just once or twice, it's freaking all the time. Plus we have money, it's not like we can't afford it. Bitch. You don't have to get me, my classmates understand, dah biasa dah. Plus, don't flirt with my grandpa you old lady! -_______- He ain't interested with you -.- Ass hole.

Amal macam terpaksa je smile :P Shaamil just looks too darn bahagia in the first place XP HAHAHAHA!



LOL, it's random I know.